State of My Mind

I don't always like to complain, mostly due to my so called work ethic, but at some point I have to be honest with myself and realize I lost something along the way. Somethings just trail off the list when clearly they should be priority.

These days it always feels like a drain every time I get to work. Either I am unhappy at work or I can't appreciate what I have. No matter how I cut it, I know I'm not performing up to my expectations (and giving less effort that I should).

I can't run away from work. I have to prove to myself I am capable of getting things done. How do I get there? I don't know, but I need to get there soon.

For now though, here's to better days ahead.